Making Matty a CD. We're facebook official, which is a little late, I know. But I wanted to wait until he was okay with it, you know? Idk. He told me he loved me. I got sick of him drinking (even just a little, he wouldn…

We turned the song on in the car and everyone sang it loud. For a moment, I felt very much a part of something. This is my last day in NH. I spent tonight at Hampton (for the last time?) with Angela, Ashley and Matt St…

I'm a little shocked. Apparently my oracle cards believe that a certain someone in my life will be a love. A great love. I've never drawn Guinevere before. She's come up in relation to other people's relationships, but s…

Love spells. I am swearing off them forever. I should never have done them to begin with. I swore, love spells are not worth it. That love should not be forced. But I was desperate. I needed to know. I wrote a spell …